1. |
time to kill
01:35
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i know i'm making this worse
breaking myself with your words
all the time
my eyes are drifting away
you ask me if i’m okay
and i say i’m fine
looking for some kind of sign
that everything is real
i can’t see it
but everything i can see
has always made me feel
make believe
i’ve got so much time to kill
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2. |
memories
02:39
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i wake up
in a blanket
everyday
hoping that the pain
has gone away
but i know i know i know
that it’s here to stay
i can’t sleep
because these memories
they follow me
endlessly
try your best
do your worst
pull your trick
undo this curse
well you know that i can’t lie
you know i love you
and you make me wanna die
and all my friends
will leave me in the end
it’s the way it’s always been
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3. |
caused u pain
02:17
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looking up at night
there is nothing in my eyes
telling myself lies
but wanting to make it right
speaking from within
you don't want to listen
i know this isn’t a game
i know i caused you pain
i know we can't go
back through time
to before
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4. |
winter
02:40
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winter was long
when i got it wrong
it got colder and colder
i stayed at home
high in the snow
and awake at night
with the street lights
it’s in my head
i’ll never forget
your gaze was hard
and unmoving
i went outside
kicking some ice at night
with the street lights
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5. |
i do
04:28
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ice in my mouth
noise in my head
marks on my arm
and holes in my bed
yeah i'm so tired of fucking off
again and again and again
but you don't leave
so i do
no you don't leave
so i do
knife in my back
lump in my throat
now i feel attacked
by songs that i wrote
but i know what i saw
and i sow what i reap
i'll talk to myself
til i fall asleep
and now you've gone
and i stay
yeah you've gone
and i stay
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6. |
numb
01:53
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i feel numb
like i've never been before
like i don't even know your name
like i can't even feel the pain
it wasn't fair to you;
there was nothing you could do
it wasn't fair to you;
there was nothing you could do
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7. |
january
02:10
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8. |
everything was fine
01:19
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it's not so pretty
like you'd think
it's that special kind of pain
you only feel
when you're really sleepy
and you wake up
from a dream
where everything was fine
if you only closed your eyes
yeah, everything was fine
if you only closed your eyes
yeah, everything was fine
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9. |
let it pass
02:26
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there’s nothing that i can do to make this better
there’s nothing to say at all
i’ve got nothing to do to make this easy
just let it pass, just let it pass
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10. |
i hear you
01:20
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i feel myself swaying
i see faces fading
and i hear you saying goodbye
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bark dog Boston, Massachusetts
bark dog is the recording project of nonbinary experimental musician/artist blair jasper (they/them)
gdpj87@gmail.com
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