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i will learn 2 let u go

by bark dog

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rewind 02:36
can i undo what i did to just rewind for a bit would let me start the day to make the same mistake can i undo what i did to just rewind for a bit would let me start the day to make the same mistake can i undo what i did to just rewind for a bit would let me start the day to make the same mistake can i undo what i did to just rewind for a bit would let me start the day to make the same mistake can i undo what i did to just rewind for a bit would let me start the day to make the same mistake can i undo what i did to just rewind for a bit would let me start the day to make the same mistake
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lift off 03:10
and when i fly, i fly high til i can’t see the blues of the sky i will never come back down i won’t ever touch the ground leaving the atmosphere won’t be home again for years i will never come back down i will never come back down i never wanted you to see all the broken parts of me i always knew one day i would push you away i thought you were my friend but all these cycles never end all these cycles never end all these cycles never end maybe we just need the space to feel this way maybe we just need the space to feel this way maybe we just need the space to feel this way maybe we just need the space to feel this way maybe we just need the space to feel this way maybe we just need the space to feel this way maybe we just need the space to feel this way maybe we just need the space to feel this way
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self 02:11
information hits my mind slips through it everytime my new pair of shoes red white green and blue i am pulling up my roots but what’s the use whatcha gotta do to make it work or go berserk when it starts to hurt i don’t really wanna do anything to shake up but it feels good when i do my makeup and the clothes that i wear the way i cut my hair the shape of it when i wake up always got the impulse to cut an inch nah just a little bit i don’t think it makes a diff who gives a shit who gives a shit fuck information hits my mind slips through it everytime my new pair of shoes red white green and blue i am pulling up my roots but what’s the use whatcha gotta do to make it work or go berserk when it starts to hurt i don’t really wanna do anything to shake up but it feels good when i do my makeup and the clothes that i wear the way i cut my hair the shape of it when i wake up always got the impulse to cut an inch nah just a little bit i don’t think it makes a diff who gives a shit who gives a shit fuck
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want to grow 03:14
take one or two any more and you won’t know what to do i’m not the same but could we ever go back to that way i slip into self imposed solitude for my own good i sleep just fine but i can’t seem to get this shit off my mind this time of year always floating through each day so full of fear but i want to grow and live somewhere nice with the people that i love
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amherst, ma 04:01
planes flying overhead i can feel the ground shake why’s it always a headache slow motion sound yeah i’ve been down and around pins and needles i felt warm and dumb and i could hear you talking to yourself growing and changing like no one else nearly drank myself to death when i heard the news i was confused but i can still be the person i wanted you to see
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i am still the same as i ever was it was never something i could outrun and even so, i keep going when it’s bad reaching out for something that i’ll never have well do you know something that i don’t? promise that i never wanted to rock the boat i only try to keep it real and stay in line with how i feel
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carousel 02:49
draw in the lines close all the blinds yeah it wasn’t that fun now i’m tired and i’m done you’re living on the moon but i’ll see you soon yeah they were so high and this don’t feel right shifting light through my eyes i don’t need you to believe in the hymns i try to sing the carousel always spins away from you and me
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self ii 01:24
i am a self-destructing bomb but i dont know when the timer will go off maybe i’m a mess but i don’t need to take a second guess i don’t need to take a sec i am a self-medicine fool smoking to replace the feeling of the truth and i don’t know the difference anymore it’s always such a bore slipping out the door i am oozing down the walls and falling onto concrete in empty halls and if i die before my day i promise i won’t have too much to say i am older now than i was before and i don’t think i find it funny anymore how fast time goes by and how much you get fucked up on the inside i am a self-destructing bomb and i know when the timer will go off thanks to my unfailing internal clock i know exactly when it stops
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control 04:10
i still see you in my dreams well it could mean lots of things and i’m tired of the strings thought i lost everything but i think i’m doing fine i don’t need you to reply every time i take a hit i barely feel it you turned on me one day what it meant i couldn’t say where every impulse goes just wanting some control finding some solid ground when nothing’s ever out of bounds nothing ever would compare to having you around but now it is winter and i can’t remember what i felt like in september i was always so afraid of what you would say i didn’t want to feel that pain but in the cold air at night i guess it feels alright

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released April 30, 2021

face down in the snow
i will learn 2 let u go

bark dog is blair jasper: vocals, guitar, sampler, synthesizer, keyboards, bass, banjo, drum programming, percussion, piano, scissors, bong, mixing

additional vocals on reaching out by marina fleming

artwork by gabriel hennessy

written and recorded at home in newton ma and at bennington college february 2021–april 2021

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bark dog Boston, Massachusetts

bark dog is the recording project of nonbinary experimental musician/artist blair jasper (they/them)
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