1. |
downstairs
02:30
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i've been in love with a ghost
since the day i was born
it burned a hole in me
that i can't feel anymore
ur face is still in the air
but i can go anywhere
or i can go downstairs
and stay there with the silverware
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2. |
give it a rest
02:49
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i got nowhere to run
no more people to hug
by the time the day is done
i don’t really know anyone at all
spend hours checking my phone in my room
erasing all traces leading to you
these good times have gone too soon
just cause I’m trying my best
doesn’t make it hurt any less
just give it a rest
just give it a rest
just cause i walk with self defense
doesn’t make it hurt any less
just give it a rest
just give it a rest
yeah i feel so low
i think that i should go
gotta be heading home
so i can sit and just be alone
i believe this pain was meant to be
more than any fake reality
the smiles i used to see
they’re surrounding me now
just cause I’m trying my best
doesn’t make it hurt any less
just give it a rest
just give it a rest
just cause i walk with self defense
doesn’t make it hurt any less
just give it a rest
just give it a rest
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3. |
car
02:59
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looking at my feet
writhing in the backseat
you say "let's get something to eat"
"ok that sounds real neat"
i can feel you flying in the air
honey, I'm so fuckin scared
that I'm always gonna care
when you're not there
i'm not alright, i'm not alright
i don't wanna fight this fight
for my entire life
i wake up in hell every day of the fucking week
what makes you think i can brush my fucking teeth?
now im sitting down to try to erase
what wasn't even there in the first place
and when i fall
there's nobody there
no one at all
but it was never you
and now i know it's true
even though i don't want to
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4. |
start over
02:15
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i try on a dress
but it doesn't fit
and though i feel like shit
i start over again
i grip my arm and i cry
cause all i want is a proper goodbye
before i die
i can't take it back
and neither can you
not that you'd want to
after all that we've been through
there's nothing left to do
i start over again
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5. |
semi modular honeybees
02:15
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6. |
walk away
02:50
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when i can breathe
at the normal rate
when i can feel something
besides endless self hate
when i can make it
through the day
when i can finally
walk away
when i can finally
hear you say
“you will be okay”
and really believe it
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7. |
sinkhole
02:47
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spent the summer
arranging a puzzle
without the pieces
because i burned them
and left them in the street
i waited for my friend
i didn't know that the end
had already come and went
we smoked in a shed
when you left me for dead
was it all in my head
when i woke up to cry?
everything was a lie
and i wanted to die
and then you asked me why
and i couldn't breathe
i had too much to drink
i was on the brink
i couldn't think
i just wanted to sink
sleeping in the peace of bees
and bringing me to my knees
begging you please
i'm trying so hard to release
the thought of possibilities
and wrong sentimentality
shady trees and remedies
let me be or let me bleed
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8. |
ocean girl
05:40
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bark dog Boston, Massachusetts
bark dog is the recording project of nonbinary experimental musician/artist blair jasper (they/them)
gdpj87@gmail.com
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